Writing after so long will feel good .. I'm still in UiTM .. Will be home tomorrow morning .. Honestly, I'm just not in a good state now .. I'm having migraine this morning and feel proud I still go to class .. First time in history .. I can still feel the pain in my head now .. Dear you , I can feel the different with you now .. You became less concerned .. Unfortunately I lose that 4 in 1 .. How I wish I can turn back the time and change everything but I know I can't .. You choose this way and I understand .. Honestly, I mind but I promised myself since that day that I wouldn't force anyone who wanna leave to stay the way you are .. Showing less concerned but deep in your heart, I know you do care .. It hurts this way but bearable .. Things are better and fine , its just we are not how we used to be .. End of topic about that .. Its time to talk about me .. I also can feel the different in me .. I kind of handling all this not like before .. Too weak and the only thing I did is cry .. I'm learning to be cool and relax with any situation even when it comes about the person I love .. Seriously saying no matter how much you push me away , I will still choose to stay .. Honestly , I did give up to make us the way we used to be .. I know I'm being replaced .. Don't deny it because it did happened .. It doesn't matter anyway because I don't care for you or love you just for asking you to do the same way .. I care and I love because I sincerely do .. Whatever I do now is not to make us the way we used to .. You have to understand that , I just don't want us to be strangers .. You are once someone special who was once stranger to me and I don't want that in the end we became strangers .. Even though there is no more special , at least there is ordinary .. :)
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