Broken.

I'm broken.. Honestly speaking, I'm done fixing everything. I'm done trying to make things better and then my effort just cause a misunderstanding.. Misunderstanding occurs because this is another side of you.. I don't understand this side of you very well.. Now, I'm trying my best.. One thing I want you to know, when I keep asking, I don't think that you have problem with me.. Its just I want to be there for you during your hard times, just like how we used to be.. When you seems avoiding, don't it seems that you have problem with me? If you were in my shoes, won't you feel the same ? Of course you will think that you've done something wrong if I am kinda avoiding you.. That is only my perception.. You always asked for time and space.. This were the hardest thing you ever asked from me.. Then today, I did it ! I managed to do it.. Maybe not in a good way but still I can.. I know you are going over stress moment with many things running of your mind.. I hope everything will settle down with you soon.. I hope you find a way to heal yourself.. :)