AA's Losing Hope

When I don't have anyone to turn to, so here I am. I've learned that, not everything in life goes the way we wanted it to be. I'm that kind of person holding too much on hope and faith. That moment when I feel like I'm losing hope and I'm losing faith. Seriously, I'm turning heartless. Anyway, I made a promise to myself today. Let's put a line of determination rather than desperation. I'm tired of living life that disappointed me. Today, being alone made me realized so many things. Standing alone doesn't mean I am all alone. It means I'm strong enough to handle things all by myself. Secondly, I don't want to get attached to anyone, anymore. Lastly, I'm starting over, a new pattern of thoughts, a new wave of emotions, a new connection to the world and a new belief system in myself. From now on wards, I'm distancing myself, not from people, but from stuffs that could put me in negativity. People might said, deactivating social media won't help but I think it could help me to be better on my own as the less I know of the world, the better I am. May Allah ease my choice of life.