Let's Begin With Forgiving Myself

I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me and I accepted way less than I deserve. But I've learned from my bad choices and I'll know better next time and I won't settle for anything less than I deserve. Sometimes I let people get the best of me, destroy me and change my opinions on what I believe is true. Only I know what's right for myself. I have the power, I make the choice and I learn. Each experience I go through in life is a lesson to be learned. Well, everyone make mistakes. The difference is how you look at the mistake. I learn from it? Do I take action to correct it? My attitude towards any mistakes I make will make a big difference in my life. I want to keep a positive outlook, learn from my mistakes and won't hesitate to take action to correct mistakes I've made. Even though no one is blaming me for my mistake, but I did. I will always will. Even though everyone has started to forgive me, I haven't. I can't. Whatever it is, I'll try to begin with forgiving myself. May Allah ease the guilt in me.