Seriously , I don't have any serious problem .. Its just I miss my other half badly .. I send him off to the terminal this morning .. Only god know how bad I want him to stay but I just can't because he got his responsibilities to his study .. I really tried to make it a simple goodbye and I don't want him to know I am sad .. Spending a short weekend with him gave me a great memories .. I admit before this I am still confused about my own feelings .. After I meet him again after we broke up last year , I know I am not going to let myself lose him another time .. What makes me more sad is , when I reached home this morning .. He called and said he left his stuff in the car .. So I went to see what is it .. It is chocolate which he hides in the back seat pocket .. Well , I'm a bit surprise but not too surprise since I know he is the type that love to do surprise .. Guess what , that personality makes me fall for him more .. He is going to have his final in another 3 weeks and he ain't coming back in that mean time I guess .. I believe fate tied us and distance is just a number .. I'm going to stay strong and keep fighting in this long distance relationship .. I love him more than I ever did now , tomorrow and forever .. :)
* Last picture before he leave
* Something he left in the car
p/s : I miss you Muhd Khairulnizam bin Jamil
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