17 September 2012

I Hope What I am Doing Is Right .. :)

Az_Jump is back ? I really don't know .. Still having confusion in feelings .. Firstly , I am getting so jealous when I saw he took some pictures with other girls .. This is the first time he upload photos with other girls in facebook .. I just wonder why I felt so jealous .. Do I still love him ? Yea , I never stop .. Then I recall back .. After I broke up with him , even I'm getting myself in a new relationship .. It will never work and at the end I'll say " nobody can treat me like him " .. He is still the best person I ever had .. :) I always have this kind of mind set .. I've been thinking of this .. Seriously , I've hurt him too much .. So many times already .. But still he give me a chance .. And he is the only one my family like ..  I've grown up and I know I have to make a decision and I hope what i am doing is right .. I'll try to build our love story again if I had the permission from him .. But if he can't accept me back .. I'll respect his decision since I had to many chance to make decision in our relationship before this but I choose to broke his heart .. So , I'll update soon .. :)

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