What's Going On ?

Its Sunday and nothing special this weekend .. Spending weekend alone give me time to think about my life .. Study life is doing good so far .. Love life is doing so bad .. Haha .. I know the feeling is real when it comes about him .. There are only 2 boys that can make me really sick .. The 1st one is Muhd Khairulnizam and the 2nd one is him .. I still can't mention his name here ..  I keep on thinking , I try everything but what not meant to be is not meant to be .. Not going to tell more about this .. But still , I promise something which is I'm going to wait for him until my age is 23 years old and I'm not going into in a relationship until my age is 23 years old .. Well , promise is a promise .. I still going to keep this promise but this time I don't hope anymore .. I admit I do text with few boys but the feelings can't go more than a friend .. Doesn't matter anyway , I prefer being single just sometimes I miss the feeling of being taken .. One thing for sure , I reserved my heart for someone like you .. :)