Distancing Myself From You ..

It is sad when you realized you are not as important to someone as they are to you .. I will never forget the person you were when I first met you but I try everyday to forget the person you have became .. You always hurt me without you realizing it .. You always made me offended .. Just because I don't cry , doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry and I don't get hurt .. Just because I come out strong doesn't mean there is nothing wrong .. Often I choose to pretend that I am happy .. Smiling is always been easier than explaining .. I still fight and just want everything stay the same just like first month we know each other but I realized people like you aren't worth trying over anymore .. I don't tried so hard to move on because whatever it is I still can feel the pain .. I just wait until I feel the pain is over .. I guess its over now because I feels much better when I chose to distancing myself from you .. You might feel weird why I don't replied your text like I usually do .. You seems noticed I am distancing myself from you .. But I don't seems care how you feels because you hurt me more than I deserve to be before .. Maybe you will feel much more pain than I used to felt and one you realized , it was just too late .. :)