When It Comes About You

Morning .. I woke up very early today .. I awake at 4.30 and after that I can't sleep at all .. Maybe today entry will be sad .. Hmm .. You refer to someone for sure .. Someone that closed to me before .. I know her for ages and for so many years .. Seriously , I feel the changes in you after you know him .. And honestly , I really miss the old you .. In 24 hours per day , how many hours would you spend with him and how many hours would you spend with me ..? Maybe you don't realized it since you have him in your life , you spend less time with us .. When you and him in a fight .. Did you realized who will be the victim in that situation ..? Neither you nor him , but people around you .. Sometimes I can feel you put me in the bottom of your heart and you put him on the top .. You know what , it even slipped in my mind if you have to choose between me and him .. You will choose him .. For sure , because the two of you live on your on world without realizing whom you had neglected .. It had been so many times you choose him in certain situation .. So , its been a while since you changed .. I should can accept the reality for now even though its hurting me .. Seeing you changed is not what hurts , it was remembering who you used to be .. But , as long as you are happy .. I should be happy .. Just remember one thing , you put him as your everything and if you lost your everything .. Please , don't look for people that you look as nothing when you and him .. :)