Her ...?

She is one my my family ... We start to close when we start to play tigether when my grandmother pass away ... Then , we start to share everything when she stay at my house when she work near my place ... There is a bit misunderstanding between us ... And start from that ... There is a big big wall between us ... I can make like all that never happens ... But she seems to mean it ... Sometimes I can feel the way we do is different than before ... But I don't want to create a scene ... But I can feel everytime I want to share my problems , I feel how she avoiding me ... Yesterday ,,, I don't know why ... But I just feel that I don't want to care about her anymore ... Let she just be an usual family members ... Not special person to me anymore ... :)